Why nobody loves me?

[Royalsapphire]

Why no one really cares about me? why do I feel so sad, fragile, insecure and alone? why in the world there is no one who is able to appreciate me for who I am? because .. because my life is so disgusting?
I feel useless, I have no sincere friend next door, I get infaccia doors every day ... only losses, failures. are an introverted person, perhaps too shy, but capable of truly loving, to love, to do his best to make people feel good. but no one, no one seems to prove a minimum of affection towards me. I can not find any meaning to my life .... and for months I try to convince me otherwise ... but I can not ...