I want to commit suicide

[Royalsapphire]

I'm Always arguing with co my mother because I do not leave the house in order (my father died when I was 6 years old) then I go to school from evil quado died with my father perp help I need some advice to get going on the night I penzo starting and leave everything and everyone, but i do not have the courage to do it ... = (
If my mother wanted me really well sbroccava not only because I think I really dirtied the house to get away from home and stay away for at least 1 month or more .. cmq I'm 15 years old and I am aware of what I've done in my 15 years life I had all the emotions that you will never immagginare like when my father died