Do not take it anymore .. this is not a request for help...

[Royalsapphire]

Do not take it anymore .. I'm sick all x , x all , I feel bad because I feel useless in this world, I feel bad because people make fun of me , I feel bad because the only satisfaction that I could have in the past in specific areas now there are no more .. I feel bad because I feel it does not happen , because I'm lonely , I'm sick because I look so bad and I so fragile ...

At school I everything goes wrong ... I break your **** every day and serves no
A dance I feel used by my teacher .. that makes me do the main part only when the servo XKE his darling is absent
With friends quarrel , quarrel and quarrel all the time ...
My ex that I had left a margin of hope that everything would come as before I was always teasing and now they tell me it is put with a more than 4 years older than him d ..
My father gives me the " failed" and I feel that I do not like this ..

I cry .. and always, in every moment I want to send it all to fancul0 , to leave, to escape forever, disappearing ..

I do not deserve all this shit

but things happen ..
and more days pass, the more I'm afraid of not succeeding

Forgive me if I posted the question here and if I have grieved .. but I know that here are women and mothers which will not mind losing a few minutes of their precious time x to comfort a daughter like me ..

I do not believe it anymore .